resumed story

well...there are a lot of story in the last week.
very2 a lot, and i do not know where to start...

hmmm...let start 1 by 1...

akhir desember kemarin kira2 tepat 2 bulan gw OJT di BUMN yang katanya terbesar itu..
dalam 2 bulan itu, banyak hal terjadi, termasuk keluarnya sifat asli temen2 gw yang udah gw kenal sejak agustus. sifat asli in term of good and bad.

ada yang makin bikin berdecak kagum, ada juga yang makin bikin geleng2..

well...bergitu juga kelakuan gw yang sering bikin gw sendiri geleng2 gak jelas.

anyway and overall,,, so far so good..
what i do untill know are just capturing and scanning about the workhood.
learn about the atmosphere and also the people.

the result is that i consider there are a lot of intrigues and conflict among the division. this is something that i should spend more energy on it. include preparing myself if i will become the victim.

it seems that i can not trust anyone more,
it was really hurt when someone who you believe as an open-minded person, talk negatively about you, behind you.

and it happen as common thing to everybody...eerrgghh..it seems that i should learn more about it..

and about my friends...

mmm....

since the beginning (classroom), there are some people that have unpredictable behaviour, or unnecessery maybe. they always said that there are no enough chance to express their real capability.

but the reality..they are worse in present social life..it seems that they do not know how to behave in work life...

mm...unfortunately, i can't mention their name due to my open access blog...
damn it! padahal maksud bikin blog kan buat curhat...bisa gak ya di closed aja....ada yang tahu caranya??